My world is over.
She was everything to me.
I don't remember anything good without her.
She was my soul.
But I can't do this anymore.
Anakis wouldn't want this.
She'd want me to stop, be the warrior she knows I could be.
When I look back on it now, I have been weak.
Anakis was always the strong one.
She was the one that was there for me.
I won't be like that anymore.
I can't be like that anymore.
I'm not going to be like I was before.
Love is nothing to me now.
I feel it hard to speak to anyone anymore.
Lani feels horrible about it.
I don't know what to tell her, what to say.
Anything I would say would just confirm my darkest suspicions:
Andromeda has taken not only Anakis, Nairi, and Kaymele, but our hearts as well.